Monday, October 25, 2010

Disappointed In Myself...Good Thing Tomorrow is a New Day

I have been doing so good at making the right choices in food and drinks over the past month.  I have stayed away from certain fast food (burgers, fries etc...) and have made better choices (like salads, wraps etc...).

I have not had pop in over 2 weeks now and have only had 3 iced capps in the last month.

I have worked out regularly on the Wii just missed a few days this past weekend.

I haven't really lost any weight but I am feeling good about myself and the fact that I have stuck with my goals for a long time now (well, long for me).

Yesterday I had an intervention for my friend when she tried to drink a pop beside me in the van.  She (my BFF) is doing this with me and I just couldn't let her have that pop...it would just ruin it all.  She listened and chose a bottle of water instead.  I was so proud of her!!

Then, late last night, I was hungry.  I hadn't really had supper and my hubby and I decided to have some fast food.  First time in a long time.  He brought me home a southwest chicken sandwich, fries and a root beer, and a bacon cheeseburger...

I pigged out...I ate the burgers and the fries and then went to sleep.  That is soooo bad!!  I hate that I couldn't just wait, or have a fruit instead.

I did say no to the pop though, I am proud of myself for that.

This step back really affected me today.  I didn't even feel like going out at all today.  I stayed inside and just chilled with Faith.  I need to be careful not to let the disappointment of the step back affect me so bad that I can't get out of the hole. 

I seem to have an easy time falling into the depression trap.  This time I am not going to let myself get there.  Tomorrow is a brand new day.  I will wake up and start all over again.  I will make the right choices and feel good about them tomorrow.  The past is gone and cannot be undone, but I can learn from yesterday and remember how I felt today and choose not to do it again.

1 comments:

  1. You inspire me so much with your honesty. You are not the only one who breaks or messses up sometimes. Last night I drank three cans of orange pops. Haven't even had one for ages and then couldn't stop and ended up having three. Felt so disgusted with myself that I then ate more junk food. Woke up feeling like crap today and am going to try and start again tomorrow. Everyone messes up. You are not alone. =)

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