I don't know what to write about. Too much has been going on in my brain and I need to work it all out. I seem to be stuck in a place of I don't know what and I need to figure out how to get out... Odd post, I know, but oh well, such is life for me.
I am not going to really post it all here, I am still figuring it out. I feel awkward where I am, like a road in my life that has become a fork (for a while now) and I need to (finally) choose my direction...my heart feels heavy
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
--Robert Frost
The Road Not Taken
I love Robert Frost. he was always one of my favorites....sorry you are in a funk...I understand that, sometimes I just get real internal and I don't know why!
ReplyDeleteand yes I sometimes wake up or have a hard time sleeping, it is frustrating for me, usually happens when I am getting too internal!!! and thats when I go sit on the couch and just lift it up and ask Him for a touch and this one time when I really needed I actually felt hands on my head holding it up!! it was amazing and just what I needed!
I like him too, I remember first reading this in high school.
ReplyDeleteI have those sleepless nights too, it's usually caused by having too much stuff on the brain, stress or having gone through a battle with someone and going over the conversation over and over and over again in my head. I usually yell at myself to be quiet, but I don't use such nice words...
In the words of another great poet....
Don't worry..... be happy!!